They say God works in mysterious ways...Man did I ever experiance that first hand a few weeks ago! This is actually kind of embarrassing, but a little over 2 weeks ago, I went up to Seattle to, dare I say it, try-out for " American Idol". I know, I'm a nerd. I was blessed by a friend with the finances to go, and encouraged by numerous people, so I figured, " What the heck!? what have I got to lose?" So the day of the audition, I'm standing outside in the pooring rain for over 2 hours just waiting to get inside. Finally, when we get in, after some silly games, they start the auditions.
Well of course the group I'm in isn't gonna go for hours, So I figured I better go warm up.( By the way, this was the biggest turn out ever. over 9000 people). I go out into the hall way of this big sports arena, and I find a wall, and I sit down and start playing my guitar and singing a worship song. A little ways into the song, a guy comes up and starts singing with me. I was soo pumped to find another christian there. We talked for a bit, and I mentioned how cool it was that we met, and that the whole time I was there, I haden't seen a single church. Thats when he told me that Seattle has less churches per capita than anywhere else in the U.S!
So we start playing and singing some more, and another guy sits down with his guitar and starts playing. Another believer! Now heres for the amazing part...After about an hour, all kinds of people were comming from all over the place, and I am co-leading worship for over one hundred people!! It was amazing! All these strangers worshiping Jesus!! Hands raised, eyes closed, arms around eachother! It was an awesome sight! People even came from the auditorium to say that they could hear us inside!! WOW!
This went on for close to 3 hours! 3 hours of just praising the Lord. Afterwards, we all prayed together, and went back. Soon, it was my turn to audition, and my voice was almost completely gone. 3 hours straight of worship had done me in. And you know what? I could have cared less! I was soo electrified by what God had done earlier, that I didn't even care if I auditioned. It was amazing. I still get goosebumps telling the story.
So God turned what was a selfish motived trip, into one of serving through worship. Before, I was telling myself that I would be soo disapointed if I didn't make it. After what God had in store, it was better than anything I could have possibly imagined. God is good, all the time. He's faithful to the unfaithful. His ways are so much higher than mine. He is amazing. He really does work things out for the good of those who love him, and are called according to his purpose. I feel so absolutely blessed to have been a part of what took place that day in Seattle, Wash. I will never forget.
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Are you listening? Was God talking or what? Have you ever thought about planting a church? I know and You know a great Pastor who has a heart for church planting... right? It sounds to me like you have an area that has a need - hook up Gunns' - hook up! You know already that you possess the ability to lead a group - LEAD for GOD and follow His prompting - that's how I see it and I assume you will consider some major prayer time in this area. May God lead you in the wisdom and guide you in your decisions. LfL
Thank you all soooo much for your encouragement. You don't know how much it means to me. I liked the story about being in the wilderness Az. It made me think a lot. I'm just still so humbled to be used by God. I've only been a Christian for about a little over 4 years, and if theres one thing I've learned, it's that just when I start to think I might have God sort of figured out, He does something way out of left field and blows my mind.
I guess I have no idea whats in store for me, but to trust the One who made me. And if what happend in Seattle is any indication, He wouldn't have it any other way. God bless you all, and your families as well